The Girl in the Middle

Choosing to Live Out Your Faith in the Everyday

About the Book

Embrace the ultimate challenge of faith by surrendering fear and complacency to live a life compelled by the love of Christ.

The Girl in the Middle will compel you toward Christ and give you the confidence to choose Truth whenever you’re stuck in the middle of faith and fear.”—Jordan Lee Dooley, bestselling author of Own Your Everyday


Imagine standing at a crossroads, where you must choose between boldly living out your faith or staying in your comfort zone. These pivotal instances—middle moments—define your spiritual journey.

Emma Mae McDaniel learned firsthand about middle moments in high school when one cruel social media post led to years of online torment, forcing her to decide whether to conform to others’ expectations or to embrace her God-given identity.

In The Girl in the Middle, McDaniel uses her journey to show you how to grow in faith and find strength in the face of your own adversity. Learn to:

• live with unwavering confidence in Christ, whether you face criticism or praise
• identify moments when you choose comfort over following Jesus
• make faith the joyful cornerstone of your everyday life

This testament to the power of living courageously for God amid hardship, disapproval, and the unknown will inspire you to actively live out your faith, letting God have the final say.
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Praise for The Girl in the Middle

The Girl in the Middle speaks directly to women navigating life’s in-between seasons. Emma Mae McDaniel meets you where you are while gently calling you forward. Her heart is refreshingly pure, which you feel as she shares her personal story of anxiety and her search for peace. She is equipping a generation of girls to use God’s Word and His wisdom, using real-life examples to encourage and help transform anyone in any season.”—Oneka McClellan, lead pastor at Shoreline City Church

The Girl in the Middle is such a beautiful overflow of Emma’s heart—full of joy, life, and deep love for Jesus. Her words remind you that you’re not alone in the in-between, and that freedom is found not in getting it all right, but in walking closely with Him. This book will inspire you and anchor you in real truth to live out life with Jesus with boldness and joy.”—Laney Rene, founder of The One He Loves ministry

“Reading this book feels like sitting across from Emma Mae at a coffee shop—being encouraged, poured into, and gently pointed to Christ. The Girl in the Middle equips you to face big decisions with boldness, grounded in grace and truth. Whether you’re standing at a crossroads or see one coming ahead, Emma beautifully shows the power of walking in step with the Spirit, even in the most confusing or chaotic seasons of life.”—Allyson Golden, author of Arise and Shine

“In this book, you’ll learn how to find true confidence in Christ that will change your life and your perspective. Emma reminds us that following Jesus truly changes everything. All young women need this book, and if they read it, they’ll leave changed.”—Grace Valentine, bestselling author, speaker, and podcast host of Water into Wine

“Emma’s knowledge and wisdom given from the Lord are all over this book. The Girl in the Middle will help any girl fall deeper in love with the Lord and know how to go all in with Him.”—Jeanine Amapola Ward, author, Christian influencer, and podcast host of Happy & Healthy

“Emma’s boldness, even in the face of hurt, will stir something deep in your heart. She shows what it means to choose Christ over comfort, and, y’all, it’s powerful. If you’re ready to stop living halfway and go all in with Jesus, The Girl in the Middle is your next read.”—Sadie Robertson Huff, speaker, author, and founder of Live Original

“Emma writes with joy, honesty, and conviction as she invites you to truly live out faith in a practical way. The Girl in the Middle will compel you toward Christ and give you the confidence to choose Truth whenever you’re stuck in the middle of faith and fear.”—Jordan Lee Dooley, bestselling author of Own Your Everyday

“Emma Mae’s perspective and example are exactly what I want for myself and the women in my life: my daughters, my friends, those I get to lead, and those I am being led by. The Girl in the Middle will make us stronger and sweeter as we chase and trust Jesus together. Thank you, Emma Mae, for this brave and beautiful offering.”—Donna Stuart, daughter of the King, wife, mother, mentor, friend at Passion City Church in Washington, D.C.
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The Girl in the Middle

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Middle Moments

Millions call themselves by His name, it is true, and pay some token homage to Him, but a simple test will show how little He is really honored among them. Let the average man be put to the proof on the question of who or what is above, and his true position will be exposed. Let him be forced into making a choice between God and money, between God and men, between God and personal ambition, God and self, God and human love, and God will take second place every time. Those other things will be exalted above. However the man may protest, the proof is in the choice he makes day after day throughout his life.

—­A. W. Tozer

When I was fourteen, I found myself overwhelmed by an ongoing struggle to keep anxious thoughts from taking over. Though I fought hard, I felt like I was losing the intense war for peace in my mind. I was worn out, missing the simpler days when it seemed like I didn’t have a worry in the world. I remember one particular night when my chest was pounding and my nerves felt as tense as they could possibly be all throughout my body. I wondered, Where is peace? Why am I grappling so hard to find it but finding myself empty-­handed over and over again? I couldn’t carry the weight of the fear any longer, but the problem was that I didn’t know where to put all my spiraling thoughts. So I continued lugging the burden around, almost convinced that was just how my life was going to be.

That night, as I sat crying at the foot of my bed, my dad walked into my room, checking to see how I was doing. With deep love, he patiently listened as I stumbled over my words, trying to articulate the exhausting internal conflict I was in. After we talked for a little bit about the fear that was stealing my joy, he turned to my bookshelf and pointed at my Bible that was stacked against fifty other books. He asked, “Emma, when was the last time you carved out space to be alone with God, reading His Word?”

“I honestly don’t know,” I said. I knew a lot about God, having grown up in the church and having been raised by parents who loved Him. I didn’t personally know Him, though. “I can’t think of the last time I sat with God by myself and read the Bible,” I said.

“Emma, when Jesus comes back, I will not be standing beside you, holding your hand. It will be just you and Him,” he said. “He will either tell you, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant,’ or ‘I never knew you; depart from me’ ” (Matthew 25:21; Matthew 7:23).

My dad then left the room, and I sat on my bed pondering what he said. I knew that in that moment, I was in the company of both God and the anxiety that had been like a dense fog so cumbersome on my soul. Reflecting on the words my dad had spoken and feeling the pursuing love of God drawing me close, I decided to give my life to Jesus that night, telling God that I wanted to know Him more than anything else. My tears of heaviness were joined with tears of hope and light all at once. My chest, which had been pounding with worry, was now beating with a strange joy, an awareness that in that moment things were different. I knew that even in the fears and anxiety, I had been given the victory in Christ in that very instant. The journey of learning to walk in full freedom was just beginning for me, all because of Jesus. I was confident that I was not alone. My soul had a friend in God. I knew He was with me. I didn’t have to wait for the mess of fear and anxiety to get cleaned up to experience His joy. He met me in my mess and loved me that night.

Filled with the Word and Overflowing with Love

For the next two years I immersed myself in the Bible. I set my alarm early enough so that I could have time before school to talk with God and read His Word. Being with Him before doing anything else set the tone of my whole day. I taped notecards with Scripture written on them all over my room. To memorize God’s words, I would strategically place the notecards next to things associated with whatever verse was written on them. On my lamp, I taped Psalm 119:105: “Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.” I stuck Psalm 4:8 on my bed frame: “In peace I will both lie down and sleep; for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety.” I placed Proverbs 31:25 on my closet door: “Strength and dignity are her clothing, and she laughs at the time to come.” Romans 1:16 hung on my door so I could see it right before I stepped out of my room and into my day: “For I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes.”

Before long, I realized these words breathed by God were not just written down on notecards and taped all over my bedroom. Surely enough, because I was regularly seeing them and thinking on them throughout the day, these Bible verses were being written on my heart, to have with me moment by moment. The Scriptures were guiding me, comforting me, and equipping me in my daily life, helping me navigate how to treat those around me and even how to process through my own anxious thoughts. Through God’s Word, I learned who He is and who I am in Him. I discovered that the life He called me to had a purpose bigger than myself. Because my life was eternally changed by Christ, the way I lived my life daily in the here and now would never be the same. He filled me with joy that can only be found in His presence.

Personally knowing Him motivated me with the desire to make Him known to as many people as possible. As I was filled with eagerness to share Christ in any space I could, the Holy Spirit prompted me to start intentionally leveraging my Instagram account for the purpose of encouraging people and telling them about Christ. I changed my Instagram name from “­emmamaej99” to “1corinthians13_love” because it was a simple way to say that my life wasn’t about me anymore, it was all about Him. I wanted to help people know His love that would never fail them. I wanted to lead people to have a genuine relationship with Him. Even if someone simply came across my account, only catching a glimpse of my username, I hoped that they would be drawn to His heart through it.

Rarely would I be writing a caption to post and not be cut off by the red bar that read “Caption too long.” The maximum number of words Instagram allowed had been surpassed. Yet, the 2,200-­character limit couldn’t contain the words of life bubbling over from within me. My cup truly was overflowing! I had so much to say because I loved God so much and He was changing my life.

Each day, I sought out opportunities to have a conversation with somebody and encourage them in the truth, because reading the Bible didn’t only impact me, but it also compelled me to share its impact with others. As each day passed, I felt more and more discontent at the thought of keeping to myself this light that had shined in my own darkness. I empathized with the prophet Jeremiah, who wrote, “If I say, ‘I will not mention him, or speak any more in his name,’ there is in my heart as it were a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I am weary with holding it in, and I cannot” (Jeremiah 20:9). My soul would ache if I did not talk about the Lord who saved me. How absurd it would be not to live differently once taken from death to life. How sorrowful it would be not to share life with the spiritually dead around me. By the power of the Holy Spirit, I was driven to give the truth to as many people as I could.

When I shared on Instagram to the few family members and friends who followed along, the goal was never to have tons of followers; it was to help as many people know Him as possible. My focus was not a platform; it was people. My priority was not to gain a large sphere of influence; it was to follow Jesus and lead others to do likewise. Little did I know all the ways I would get to tell people about Him! It really is crazy what God will do through our lives when our hearts are postured in humility with the pure desire to know Him and make Him known.

About the Author

Emma Mae McDaniel
Emma Mae McDaniel is a speaker, social media influencer, podcast host, and author. Traveling to speak God’s Word excites her to the core, and she stewards her social media platform to reach and encourage people all over the globe. Through the weekly The Compelled Podcast with Emma Mae podcast, with over five million listens, Emma Mae creates a space to help people hear God’s Word and grow in their faith. Her books, Be Loved, All-Caps You, and You Are, were written with the purpose of equipping young women to live the life they were made for through genuinely knowing the God who made them. Emma Mae and her husband, Josh, live with their daughter in Arkansas. More by Emma Mae McDaniel
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